It's been Awhile

WOW! It has been forever.. Hello blog world.. sorry I have been so well not around.. Life has been crazy lately... Work and school and work and school...that's what it all boils down to now a days.. and honestly I need prayer.. I am not happy. I do not feel I am choosing a career that I would love waking up to do everyday.. I am thinking about changing but I dont know yet.
Most of all my heart has been heavy lately because I miss the kids. I think about them and pray for them daily. I hope I will be able to see them soon. If not I might just go crazy.

What I miss most

So I recently posted about how much I miss Haiti! Here are some reasons/things I miss...
The obvious I miss the O.....I miss going to the airport to pick up groups and the game you-you and I played to find "our" tap tap... Don't forget "crutch" either Angela :)

I miss Sunday morning church with Fritzner....
I miss my two partner's in crime.....
How about dinner by lantern... and many other things by lantern too

Meal time.... I miss those slimmy hands and bean sauce kisses! " this is my confession"....I miss my brother DJ LJimix... and his wonderful selection of music...
I miss going through some of the wonderful donations and making a list of things that we really don't need... say wool sweaters or DDDDDD bras....
I miss picking Kenip(I don't know how to spell it)

most of all tho I just miss the kids.... I miss my family!

I just want to go back.
So I have not blogged in a long time. I have been at a lose for words.
This is the first time in 4 summers that I will not be spending my vacation in Haiti and it is killing me.
I have been very busy here at home trying to finish up school... I took a full time job as a nanny for the summer and I just really dont have the money to travel right now.
I hate it. My heart longs for the kids. I find myself waking up every morning wishing I could just hold the kids and love on them.
I miss the smell of bean suace and the sticky hands being rubbed on me...
I miss the giggles and the tears...
I miss it all.
I am praying I will be able to at least go for a week or two in July... I just have to save some money up and do lots of praying!

My Three Stooges

So it's been awhile since I posted....

Anyways while I was there over Christmas break I had the pleasure of spending just about every minute with these three. From sun up to sun down...literally.

As everyone knows Matu and I have always had a special bond...this trip was

no different... only that these two beauties tagged along... which I had no objection to.

If we were all outside they made sure not to be to far from me... if I went in the room to get something for a nanny... there were right there to help.... when bed time came along it was a small task deciding who was sleeping where.....they three soon became my three stooges.....

I love you and miss you guys!!

I miss all the kids... things have been rough around here lately and honestly I just want to be back with the kids... loving them... holding them..... praying with them... I miss them!

Buddies

Somedays....

this is exactly how I feel....

Just to see you smile!